mattamelungslife.com: Archive

my heart fucking hurts.

god, i hate this.

Aug 2nd

sometimes i feel like i’m already dead.

Dec 27th

i can't tell you what i don't know.

Oct 3rd

i gotta make it happen.

jesus christ, i gotta.

Sep 27th

what happens when it never happens?

Sep 17th

oh you motherfuckers.

you disappoint me.

Aug 22nd

Aug 5th

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not a fan of the 4am premonitions.

Jul 30th

there is absolutely nothing better for the soul than music. not a fucking thing.

Jul 29th

why does success seem to come to some people so easily? i’ve worked so fucking hard for (what feelsl like) nothing. i’m steady failing.

Jul 29th

musics.

four year strong - explains it all. checking out this record right now. for those unfamiliar, this is cover album. i like what i hear for the most part but am i the only one who thinks they skimped on the vocals? i fucking love that they did everclear’s so much for the afterglow. easily my favorite everclear song of all time. i heard a tiny bit of the new thrice & mayday parade...

Jul 25th

voodoo amps endorsement? crossing fingers.

Jul 21st

i just listened to all of the old vanity affair songs that never got properly recorded. i fucking hate what that band turned into but i have to admit that there were some really cool songs that never saw the light of day. that’s the most difficult part of being in a band. there’s no insurance. you don’t know how people will react to your music. but you have to be true to...

Jul 21st

Shatstorm This game is to be played while watching anything starring the one and only William Shatner. Old episodes of Star Trek are ideal for this, and there are enough of them to keep it interesting. Everytime Shatner either overacts or performs a signature Shatnerism, declare a Shatstorm and assign it a rating on the hurricane scale, Category 1-5. Take that many sips of a mixed drink, wine or...

Jul 20th

the hunt is sweeter than the kill…until months later. how many more times will it take for me to realize this?

Jul 18th

only love can win.

Jul 17th

secret desires hold you up to the flames. and what do i get?

Jul 16th

dream to make believe.

Jul 15th

Jul 5th

there is nothing better to play on guitar than 80s hair metal riffs. no joke.

Jul 4th

ah ha!

i just discovered my next tattoo. no one else on the planet will have it either. sweet.

Jul 3rd

i want real love.

the real shit. nothing more, nothing less.

Jun 29th

Jun 28th

played the pageant to SOLD OUT crowd (2000) tonight with story of the year. this was a major milestone for me in terms of playing music. i could get used to this. goodnight.

Jun 28th

Jun 27th

last flight home made me feel whole again tonight.

Jun 27th

Jun 26th

Jun 24th

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Jun 24th

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still crushing.

Jun 24th

rock music needs it’s rock stars back. and i’m not talking about trace cyrus or . anyone can look the part. anyone can read a script. i want to see more people that just go against the grain. i want passion. i want reality. i want truth. watching people going through the motions is about as tired as ron jeremy’s dick.

Jun 21st

i can’t wait to get into my new place…wherever that may be.

Jun 20th